S.O.S feeling alone

I want it to be the end.. to close my eyes and rest in the darkness .. to feel how my heavy body gets cold and is burried under ground. I want to know whats is to have and empty mind .. no thoughts at all .. i want to feel how my heart stops ..no more blood runing in my boddy.. i just want to stay totally still ,no movements at all just the one of my leaving soul.

You’re never as good as everyone tells you when you win, and you’re never as bad as they say when you lose.
Lou Holtz (via teenager90s)
I never realized that we need to talk with other people just to know that we exist. That we matter. Loneliness is a howling, empty cavern inside of me that just keeps growing.
Cheryl Rainfield, Stained (via feellng)